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HAPPY UNANIVERSERY
Do not read any farther unless you want into my head
right now.
It was exactly one month ago on our anniversary that you decided to fuck everything up by opening your legs to another man.
You said you loved me unconditionally. I say you can't because when you love someone unconditionally
you do not put
that person through so much pain.
Soon after you went to (name taken out) and stayed at (Name taken out) house,
or was it a Hotel? That's what I heard at least. I don't know what to believe, except I didn't get the respect I deserved
from the women I loved and wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.
AND LIED AND LIED AND LIED AND LIED AND LIED
AND LIED.
Then I found out some, if not all of the, truth from someone I did not like at the time. Then after
I told him I was leaving your house, he offered me a place to stay.
That is fucking odd first off. He tells me he is
fucking my girl then he offers me a place to stay. That made me respect him and then I began to like him.
I
wanted to but couldn't feel bad for him because he became the man he hated because of you. What audacity you have.
I gave you chance after chance to fix things with me and you weren't smart enough to do that.
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I scream from the pain in Hell.
I told you, you were dead but I am the one in Hell. You didn't even wait for my
body to get cold before you moved in with him. God fuck, God fuck... Don't send your prayers to him. He is a worthless piece
of immortal shit.
Does all the hurt change the way I feel about you... NO!
I still love you with my whole
heart and want to spend the rest of my life with you. But, you do not look at me like the way you did in the picture I am
sending you. That is the look of love and happiness. I love that PIC. It is how I know for sure that you did love me once.
(At a special event) You gave me my present but I did not and will not give you the present I had planned for our
first (special event). That is the reason the flask hurt
so bad. Remember third time is a charm.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Everyday except 2, I have woken up scared and shaken. Why and how could you do this to me? What the fuck is going
through your brain? And you wonder why I hate humanity. It is because we have the ability to do this to each other.
I do not want to here you say you're sorry. I so do not believe it. Because you still are doing it.
Today
would have been our anniversary and now what is it except for a painful scare in my head and heart.
I really
do wish our love was a flame not an ember. Unfortunately mine is ablaze and yours is fucking somebody else.
I
am sorry for venting on you
(no, not really... you deserve it)
This is my head I let you in for a moment at
least.
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